..as we made our way up the stairs to the private "red and white" party, my heart started beating faster, not because of the trek up the stairs, but b...cause of the swinger's party we had managed to slip into. The erotic music playing in the background was becoming louder as we got closer to the rooftop overlooking the Mile High City skyline. The lights of the city twinkling in the background provided an amazing backdrop to the 80 degree evening.My first sight upon reaching the rooftop was a. .as she slipped into her room closing the door....Running into the bathroom slamming the door in embarrassment...I took of my cloths and got into the bath....Doing my breathing and relaxing to calm the problem downIt's not working I thought to myself....a thought poped into my head masturbate!!!Standing upright and taking a seat on the side of the bath....With my experince with Lindy running throwmy mind I started rubbing my shaft slowlyfeeling her soft skin on my shaft. " "I know John, but you found it uncomfortable not to obey me didn't you? Do you feel better now?" "Yes, the cuffs feel very comfortable. I don't know why I didn't want them on. Wait, that's not what I think - I don't want to be cuffed - Heidi help me!" "John - it's ok to be confused - you're starting to cooperate with your controller, and that's good, but you're going to be a little conflicted still because parts of your brain are still trying to resist. Now, let's tighten up these cuffs and. I was sitting in the kitchen pushing the breakfast that Jean had cooked me around the plate when Barry and Marie-Lise arrived. Jean, after quickly serving the new arrivals up with coffee, grabbed Charley and they hurriedly left. ‘Right, Pete, I realise you’re upset, but there’s some things you got to get organised today, whether you like the idea or not,’ Barry said as he took a seat opposite me. ‘Like what?’ I asked. ‘Look, mate, you got to face it. Anna’s walked out on you. You’ve got to.