I knocked softly on the door, my breathing is fast, my heart feeling as if it was skipping a beat or two. I can’t sweat, not now! Sweating isn’t s...xy! I try to make myself laugh, trying to be relax. I’m actually thinking about how to be posing when he opens the door! Is this crazy or what? I’m a grown woman and here I am acting like a scared teenager! Hell if this man has me acting like this now, how the hell am I going to retain my composure when we are together? ‘Relax girl, just be. I couldn't evenhear myself breathe.It wasn't the torture you might think; after all, there were still deafpeople left in the Universe. I'd seen a docudrama on stream 44 once. Ifthey could stand it, so could I. But it was disorienting, which Isupposed was the point.I was also naked, and for the first time that bothered me a little. Ifelt vulnerable and I didn't like it, but that was also the point. It wasa gigantic psychological manipulation conducted by people who'd had lotsof practice.Jess. After a rather long pause, which was rather intense on my end at least, she finally said yes she’d go. Our date went good as far as I could tell. We went and played mini golf first. She lost horribly on the first nine but managed to do much better the second half. It was a relief because I would have hated to tell her she tripled my score so I only told her she won on the back nine by one point. Next, we had Chinese food and went to go see Tangled in the theater. Being nerds and the only people. “„Aber trotzdem…“„Mama, Papa hat Recht“, schaltete sich Vanessa ein, die immer noch langsam auf Thomas‘ Schwanz ritt. „Wenn deine Tochter von deinem Ehemann besprungen, besamt und geschwängert wird, dann ist es doch nur gerecht, wenn du als seine Ehefrau – quasi als ausgleichende Gerechtigkeit - von seinem Sohn besprungen wirst. Außerdem wissen wir doch alle, wie schwanzgeil und spermasüchtig du bist, und so wirst du die Zeit, in der Papa seinen Samen nur in mich abspritzt, leichter.