I know that a lot of the girls let the customers do that but….I guess I’m not ready.”I nodded my head and said, “I understand. I really enjoy ...hat with some of the girls here and you looked very tasty.”Beula laughed and said, “Maybe some other time. I think its time to finish your massage.”I lay on my back with my hard cock sticking up as Beula poured oil over my body. She massaged over my body from head to foot and as she moved back up my body, she wrapped her hands around my thick blood. I told her let’s put it off and go to sleep. She said that I should watch and learn something from there as I don’t have any girl friends. I told her I have seen and could do it much better than what I saw. She laughed and said “Not on me”. I said “no way”.As we put of the light and were discussing about sex, I became hot. She was telling me how to do it with girls so that they get the utmost pleasure. She was wearing her front open night up to the knees and I was on my boxers and half. His promises of travel and riches were enticing, but it was the promise of sexual adventure which made her shiver to think about. The trysts, first with him and then with another woman, then the six men followed by the orgy at which she was the guest of honor made her realize that neither of the others had the imagination nor the resources to provide her that kind of excitement. Marriage was, of course, out of the question. Peter had all but told her he was interested only in her body and the. I stood him up twice. After that I wondered whether I was ever going to do it. And whether to just give up.Back to XHamster I came. And all that happened was my desires got stronger and stronger until I couldnt think about anything else. I was talking to guys but getting nowhere with a view to meeting them. And I was suprised how many 'straight' guys felt in a similar situation to me. The only thing we lacked was opportunity.So back on the dating site I had a fire in my belly to get the job.