Once he was established as a decent set musician, we were going to get married. But he never got established. Hell, he was nowhere near being good eno...gh to play on albums. He found that out real quickly. But rather than do what a normal person would – get a real job – he tried bumming around the club scene hoping for work. It was probably early October when I realized that even when he got a paying gig, he came home with no money. He would drink it away or gamble it away or maybe even give it. He looked down and said, “Suck it babe.” I started to suck on his cock. I had done this before, but never out in the park where anyone could have come up and seen me sucking on a boy’s cock that I did not know.I sucked on his hard cock and it did not take long before he put his hands on the back of my head and started to move my head deeper onto his hard cock. Faster and faster, until he was fucking my face and forcing all of his hard cock into my mouth and the most of it out again. I was. He kept pushing me deep and gagging sound was making him wild and his dick bigger… I was enjoying a lot too but was worried if he ficks me I will be torn…To my good luck he bought both condom and lubricant. …But he was still not ready to fuck me and was getting rough with foreplay….He forced me to such his toe while he fingered me ….After every minute he would put one more finger….I was in pain and not at all enjoying…But he won’t stop …When he tried 4 finger I just couldn’t take it and ran. If we were goodand didn't bother them, on the second day Ray would pack up the whole crewof us and take us out for a big fried shrimp dinner in his station wagon. Grandma was strong, stout woman of about 57 who wore her hair in a tightbun. Her personality exuded a silent dominance over the household. At eleven, Cousin Ann's older brother Will was three years older than me.He was sort of a tough-acting, showoff kind of boy. I thought of Cousin Willas a good-looking "older" boy who I looked up.