January 20th - Kirsten and I had sex again last night. It was just as good as before, maybe even better, cause now we know what to do to make each oth...r feel good. As we were laying there afterwards, she was playing with my body again when she stopped and said "...Steve, your bag is really small now..." I told her the doctor said that was normal. But when I was getting my clothes on I looked and it's hardly more than a little bulge now. I'm not sure how to explain it, but my body looks a little. Liquid sex was the only thing George could think of as his wife came towards him.Charlotte smiled. "I should be mad at you," she purred, ruffling his dark wavy hair and perching her ass on the arm of the big chair, her hip bumping into George's arm. "I'm not mad though. But when I first found out, killing you went through my mind." She laughed, not a stiff laugh, but an open and honest one. She plopped over into his lap, kissing him full on the mouth, her tongue plunging into his surprised. The tears ran down freely as the horny feeling quickly started to vanish and once again she was left stranded unsatisfied and feeling like a whore who was there only for the client’s fulfillment.She looked at her husband, who was happily snoring by then, and felt more disgusted. She closed her eyes and the image of her imaginary lover came up again but with the face of Reddy this time. She stood up and wrapped the bed sheet around her, and walked out to the balcony. The balcony was nicely lit. She was worried about her body, but I assured her that we would exercise together, so that she could get herself back into shape again. I didn't think that there was anything wrong with her body, though, and I did my best to show it. Luckily, our little Lily was a sound sleeper!It was Beth who finally saved us from worrying. She knew a friend whose mother, Mrs. Fraser, had been laid off. She had no real hope of getting employed again before she would reach retirement age. We could not pay Mrs..