In groups or in couples, everyone had someone to talk to, dance with, and generally not feel like a loser with. Except me. So I sat down at a high bar...stool table and pulled out my phone. I was too petrified to look around. And because none of my friends knew I was there or even that I was gay, I had no one to talk to. So I did something I’m not proud of – I fake texted.I believe my inner dialogue went something along the lines of: “Oh my god, everyone knows I’m here alone. Everyone is staring. I continued to slowly lick and tongue methodically until, at your urging, I probed deeper. Tenderly licking your sweet nectar to fill the taste buds of my lapping tongue, my need for your nourishment is rewarded. You quickly discarded your top, leaving my view to become breathless as you revealed your breasts, so firm, your nipples, so hard, your skin, so smooth and so velvety. Your nails pried my chin up to look at your face, with your hair pulled over to one side. You whispered to me ‘Tell. Over the next days I would be acting much the same as usual except for the intimacy part. But we’d get along, talk a little about things, but not those things. No, not those things.She came to work a little early. She had the car as usual; I’d be taking it to go home. She ordered her usual “before work” coffee and sat watching me. I smiled at her, but we did not immediately say anything to each other.She stopped me a few minutes later putting her cup down. Henry was just then coming in the. I was more excited to lose my virginity to someone who is new to me. The meeting of the client was on Thursday morning 9 am I had office but I was thinking how to get leave from my superior. Guys, getting a single day leave on a mnc company is the worst thing in the world. Anyway my superior granted me permission for one day leave to me on Wednesday. I was so happy on Wednesday after I reached my home I was counting every minute. At night I was not able to sleep lots of things are going on my.