He then attempted to compose himself, walked down the bus towards the back and sat down almost opposite me and then nodded to make out he had only jus... spotted me there. He open up a paper on the pretence of reading it I imagine, but as I languished in the sunshine, stretch out my legs I could tell he wasn’t concentrating on the paper – unless he could read upside down of course!I pulled at my vest as if to make myself appear more presentable – when in fact it merely accentuated the shape of my. I staredat my mirror image.That wasn't me!I remembered my old body, still. I had been just a normal black boy, whohad turned 18 yesterday. Jamey Stan, still a high school student. I was1.85m tall, weighing a fairly normal 82kg, having short black hair, darkeyes, and a plain, nice face. I didn't work out as much as my old bestfriend Maputo, who kept himself fit these days. Instead, I leaned moreto the non-sporty side. I dressed pretty normal, too. Just like all thekids in school. Sure, there. .. I even saw you ummmm ... you know...”“You mean masturbate?”“Yes! You were the first man I saw with an erection. I used to ... you know ... touch myself thinking of you...” Loren hung her head. “Anyhow, I was embarrassed around you. I’d seen you naked and I both wanted and was scared to try to get closer to you! Anyhow, that’s why I was mean to you sometimes. I’m sorry.”I took off my glove and bracer and gave Loren a one-armed hug. “Loren- you have nothing to be ashamed of. Anyhow, I have a. It was after eight o'clock by the time we were driving past Seth's house and towards ours. I found myself taking an extra long look out the window, noticing the blue truck parked out front. This didn't go unnoticed by Luke.When I started to follow Eddie and Jase into the house through the garage, it was Luke who grabbed my arm and pulled me back."Hey, I'm gonna meet the guys at the park. Do you wanna come?" Um... now?" We'd just gotten home."In a few minutes... I could drop you off at Seth's on.