We were connected enough that grief and sadness were more pronounced, but so were the care and compassion that would see Passion Mill through this har... time.Two issues weighed on my mind. The first was how to get Lucinda out of the shed. Short of burning down the shed, I wasn’t sure how to guarantee that the boundary would be removed. I wondered if Lucinda could survive fire.The second was the trial. I was worried for myself, but I absolutely needed to protect Lord Morgan. Last night’s dream. Eventually, even thelittle art film companies stopped calling.To say I had gotten both frustrated and jaded would be an understatement.The frustration led to a few bad habits involving booze and drugs. Thejaded part led to a whole new career which, if not satisfying, was atleast profitable.We live in an era of video recorders and hundreds of channels onsatellite and cable. Everybody is looking for programming, and it doesn'thave to be good. It just needs to be cheap and fill time. See where. I thought that seeing him like this would make me, if not happy, then at least satisfied. But I realized that my own self-restraint was taking its toll. Using my guile depleted my own reserves. Normally that was no issue, but with this victim it was different. Without knowing it, I slowly put myself through the same torment as my enemy. The game lasted for a while, and we both became increasingly desperate. I do not know which goal I was aiming for. I just enjoyed seeing his constant pain. But. I hoped on winning the fifth one but I lost it :(…Now I had to strip nude…I was about to when she said NO. I was disappointed. She said it was fun and doesn’t want to hurt me. That was the game for the day and I left.The next day I challenged her for the game again. And we swore that we will play till both will strip to nudity. I came back home early so that I have a lot of time to see her nude. To my utter dismay, I lost all the games that day and sat in nudity in front of her and she didn’t.
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