I was feeling cold and exposed."Put me back on, Chris, you know you want to. You feel naked withoutme," said the pantyhose.Now, I can't pretend I had...already forgotten what I had just been toldabout never being able to take them off again. I knew I had been told ifI did this I would be encasing myself in pantyhose forever. But I wasfeeling disoriented now, like a boxer who had done too many rounds andjust got up from what should have been a knockout punch. I figured Ilooked like a woman. For the past two years, all you’ve been is a long distance fantasy. I arrive at the hotel, which is right on the beach. The warm ocean breeze is blowing softly. It’s a perfect day. I saunter into the bar, wearing a straight black skirt, heels, and a tight red t-shirt. I can see you sitting at the very back of the room in a large circular booth, watching me as I walk towards you, both of us smiling. I sit down, you move in close to me. Just then the waiter walks up and sets my favorite drink. He stammered a greeting; Sofia shrugged and continued mopping.That was when I decided I would ... what? I did not know. Touch her?Following her around at a distance, I learned I was not the first one in the rooming house to have that idea.There was a paunchy old roomer, with a seemingly eternal well-chewed toothpick sticking out of his mouth. He walked along the second-floor porch, spit on the left, spit on the right, ptooey here, ptooey there, all the way to his room. I watched as he watched. " He unzipped his pants and pulled his fat cock out. I stared at it as he stroked it with his hand. His cock was so huge. "What's that?" "How to suck a fat cock. Now take my cock in ur mouth like a good little slut." I opened my mouth and started sucking on his cock slowly. I didn't think I could fit it all in my mouth when he pushed his cock down my throat and I gagged. "All of it now," he said. He fisted his hand in my hair and kept my head in that position so I would take all of his cock.