The next occasion that he merited special congratulation he raced back to catch and tackle an opponent who had broken through the defenders. This time...though, when Becca congratulated him and he again merely nodded silently, she called him back. He turned reluctantly."I meant what I said," said Becca. "Don't I get a thank you?" Thank you," he said flatly, turned and walked away.Once again Becca did nothing more. "I guess this is going to take a long, long time," she said to herself.Fate. She wanted to jump on him again and wrap her legs around him so they could kiss madly again. “Oh god” he yammered now that he was in more pain. “I can’t do it like that. No oh god no” he stammered. He noticed what she was about to do and went on to tell her “No Olivia, I can’t. I can’t do that. I’d love to but I’m” and he stopped and went on to tell her “I’m in a lot of pain right now.” Everything settled down after that as they stood in the bathroom. He could see she loved being held by her. I was a wife of John Carter. I want to tell you a few things about him that may help you in dealing with his death. John died twice before today. He did not fear death, knowing it for what it really is - a step from this world to the other. I have died and do not fear death. Let me say this, do not feel sorry for the dead. Let us be honest with ourselves and recognize our feelings for what they are. I grieve today because I know that I will never again feel his arms around me or hear him. She picked up her sari till knee and shows me the area and it was really very bad. Then I asked her where is mustard oil and garlic. I asked her if she is comfortable having massage there she said okay.She was on her sofa and I pulled up a sat down on floor and took her foot on my thigh and started massaging. By doing so her sari lifted a bit from inner thigh and I can see her wheatish thigh clearly with black panty. I got an erection and she felt that I am not feeling usual. So she adjusted.