Her face was devoid of any make-up and her mouth seemed to be in a permanent scowl. It struck me that with very little effort she could be quite attra...tive but seemed to make a point of making herself look ‘dowdy’. I judged her to be in her mid to late twenties.“...err... sorry can I help you?” I asked.“Library rules state that you are not allowed to bring beverages inside!”“Oh... the staff” I nodded towards the reception, “has always turned a bit of a blind eye to it before... I’m very. Here I was thirty-one, single, rich and in good shape. I had two lovers, well ok one lover and a jerk. He was going to have to go. Two months later, my friend had moved in, the guy was gone, it was just me and her. My bank account was almost fifty million and I was fit. Jean, my room and bed mate, was going through some similar to what I had. She was starting to come out of it though. She had changed jobs making twice what she had been. She had lost almost forty pounds, and gained two cup sizes. Then with almost no warning she began to squirt from her hole. As it flowed, her knees buckled and she collapsed. This took the man by surprise and he tried to hold her up but could not.When she had recovered, which took several moments she knelt before him again. Taking his cock into her mouth again, this time was different though. She was going to make him orgasm and quickly. She rubbed his balls and sucked on the head of his cock. He panted and moved his hips with her.“Oh Gods” was the only. I have since my teens had some fantasies about men masturbating whilst watching me or thinking of me. I also think about certain situations like doctors, physiother****ts, nurses looking at me undress or my body and women watching me is just as arousing mentally!Inevitably this posed the question of my own looking at crotches for hints of cock size and state of erection. I tend to do this in public places where I am just a face in the crowd rather than in familiar places and setting. Trains.