Her large dark aureoles contrasted with her lighter colored nipples making them appear like a gemstone on a dark cloth. I used both hands to lift one ...f her breast so I could see this precious gemstone up close. Whether it was the cooler air or my attention, I swear I can see the little nubbin stiffen as I watched. I’m always amazed at the weight of the female breast and Suzanne’s were the most substantial I’d ever held. She said, ‘Aren’t you going to say anything?’ ‘I think I’m struck dumb by. Will you?" Yes. I'll be faithful to you."Head on my shoulder, arms around me, she pressed into me. Her scent filled my nose."You don't know how happy that makes me," she whispered in my ear."I'd like to define faithful."Her body became rigid. Slowly, she pushed back to look me in the eye."I know the meaning," she said flatly."This time it has a special meaning. A meaning that applies just to us."She slid away from me and smoothed her skirt. She searched for and removed imaginary lint to give. I gathered her up in my arms and lay on my side, and soon was back asleep.Come the dawn we were awakened by the cooking shift coming on. We were tucked out of the way towards the back of the stove but still the noise was enough to wake me up and keep me there. Josie slowly stretched, looked up at me then rubbed her face all over my chest. Uh oh, she was scent marking me.We headed off for the outhouses. She needed one more than me after that meal the day before. Soon we were sitting down to. ***We watched a chick flick together on TV Saturday night, both of us hoping Javon would surprise us and show up. I was frustrated to see my beautiful Ainsely so sad and to be so unable to do anything about it. Maybe it was for the best, I thought. Maybe it was making her see and understand that I really am going to stick with her no matter what, that my love for her is real and eternal. Sounds hokey I know; sorry. Liquor definitely helped. Ainsely was on her third gin and tonic by the time the.