It made her look childish even though she was eighteen years old. She walked through the dark empty street home and she commended herself for bringing...a jacket. The night air was cool against her skin and the crop top she wore did little to protect her. She stopped at the yellow house, her home. The porch lights were on but the lights inside were not.“Thank god,” she said. Dad must have gone to bed.She checked her reflection in the window glass before opening the door. The makeup on her face. And when I asked him why we came up with an idea.”“Wha ... wh ... what idea?” I mumbled.She hugged me and said, “He’s going to make love to you tonight. But there are some things you should know. 1 he...”I grabbed onto my sister’s shoulders tightly, “He wants to have sex with me tonight?! OH MY GOD!”Suki nodded, “2 he’s going to wear a cologne that is supposed to help with the mood, kind of like an aphrodisiac or something weird like that. The chemicals in the mixture will seep into both of. " I tried to say through my tears. "I just want to be like you.I've always wanted to be like you. You're so pretty and grown-up and cool,and..."I was crying so hard it was hard to continue now."...And I'm just a little girl, I'm just a silly little..."She kissed me then.I was frozen with surprise for an instant. But only an instant.The ring of boys just watched silently, eyes wide, as we sniffed andkissed. I threw my arms tightly around her shoulders, pulling her as closeas I could. She WAS. I’m pretty sure that you’ll be rid of that ... at least by then. You’re getting discharged tomorrow. I’ve been assured of that much. And then I can spoil you even more, babe! I can’t wait until you’re in my care 24/7. I’ll do everything possible to make you happy, even if I can’t do the things that I want to do most! I can’t wait until I can do ... all of that, of course!” Kara told me while winking at Nurse Hitchens.The nurse blushed crimson and even coughed as Kara resumed kissing me on the.