I went into the lobby of the Colonial Hotel and very pointedly looked at my watch. A few minutes later, I looked at my watch again. When I wasn't look...ng at my watch, I was staring at the elevators. Once I was sure that I had convinced anybody who was watching me that I was waiting for somebody, I walked toward the elevators.The elevators did not open directly on to the lobby, and the doors were invisible to the clerks at the desk. They were located on a kind of side corridor that was visible. .." He seemed really confused. I rinsed the cloth out aswell as I could, and began scrubbing it over my face to get the lasttraces off. "So what's your point?" He gaped at me, then threw up his hands and snarled, "Hellifino,"and went into a stall. The eye makeup was not coming off, until I remembered the specialremover wipes I was suppose to use. That wiped it all right off, butnow my eyes felt oily. I scrubbed at them for a while with the soap,which got rid of the oil. *God,. And that didn’t include all the other donations from anyone else. If I took this step would it be too far? As of today I had avoided going inside my ass, it felt like an unwritten boundary that I’d placed on myself. But on the other hand if I wanted to grow my cam viewers and generate a proper income from it, I would have to do this.Steeling myself, I said ‘OK’. Pings of tokens came back as a response, with demands from everyone as to what I should do with it. It felt too cold in my hands and I. .. the Rapture ... and she, April Goddard, had been left behind. Oh, where was Eric? Surely, if he was here, he could make sense of this. Then again, if he was here, he was every bit as lost as she turned out to be ... but how ... How was that possible? How could she have failed to truly convert and give her heart to the Lord?Where had she failed? April ran out, crying now, desperate to make sense of it all. She screamed at the sky, shaking her fist at Heaven and Christ. What had she done.