She felt tensewhen he did. She seemed to relax after a while but then he felt her bodyjerk as she started to cry."Baby, what's wrong?" he asked."I'm, ...orry," Brenda sobbed. "I have so much on my mind right now and ifI was to lose you, I'd just die," "You're not going to lose me, heck you'll probably have to run me offwith a stick when you get tired of me," Mario kidded, trying to makeBrenda feel better."I'm so worried that you will leave me," she cried, as the guilt of herencounter the previous. ..''''wanna go for a walk''she took me to a trailwe didnt talk much she just rubbed on my shoulder slowly walking in the dark until we got to another wooden small cabinshe said nothing except ''wait here''she left me in the trail feets from the houseshe knock and a young small black teen appears in the doorshe took his hand closing the doorand walk him to meshe took my hand and walk us to the woodgetting his pants pull down as she got in the wood , she took me by the hand with him in front of. He continued screaming about the escaped hand, blaming her mother for helping him get away.Ruth remembered crying so hard when she saw her mother’s clothes ripped off and whipped for what she did. When Master Jones said she did not deserve a family, Ruth looked at him confused to what that meant. She knew her father died early on of the flu, but her mother was the center of her world. When the overseer dragged her away she remembered not knowing why and crying for her mother to help as she was. "And I mean fresh. They can be still warm from the chicken at times."We arrived at my home. The first thing was to make some tea and point Mavis in the direction of the bathroom. And then show her around. She came down with amazement written all over her face. The toilet was inside the house! No one in Midland Terrace had ever seen that before. The house had been described as having three bedrooms, but that was in the far-fetched imagination of the Estate Agent. It was better described as two.