If they believed what they preached, it would be no different than the deceased temporarily moving to the next province over.“You already know there...is nothing after death. She is gone,” Blair states.It always pisses me off when some jackass says that. I know that it isn’t Blair’s intent, but She is slapping anybody in the face that is religious and taking away comfort from those that need it.I correct her, “There is an order to the universe. Forget advanced forms of physics for a moment. All. They didn't know about my successes, because I hadn't told them about my successes. And that was because I didn't even think of them as successes. They didn't know, for example, that I had made peace with two dozen of my former victims, or that my probation officer was proud of me, or that I had a good job and over three hundred thousand dollars in a savings account because I didn't reward myself with anything because I thought I was as worthless as they did. For a long time my whole life had. "You don't have to tell me, Becky, not if you don't want to," she says, still not looking at me and blushing even deeper red."It's not that. Meg, you've made it pretty clear in the past that you never wanted to know about this part of my life. You just surprised me. That's all. I'll be happy to try to explain it to you."She looks back up at me with a small, shy smile, and I know I have her attention."Well," I begin "the basics are all the same as with a man. You talk, you date, hold hands, hug,. Sylvia made a sound, very much like a very small bear growling. As I kept up giving her all the pleasure I could give, I let my hand drift back up, tracing light patterns on her skin until I was able to reach, cup and otherwise fondle her wonderful breasts. I was only able to do this for a few seconds as I still needed my hands to keep Sylvia from thrashing while my tongue continued it’s fun with her.Now I needed to see if the most important part of my plan was a ‘good’ idea or a ‘bad’ idea..