"I shook my head. "We've been keeping too much from each other. Yes, I have a standing appointment on Thursdays but it's not at a motel." I didn't kno... if I should tell Jake yet. I didn't feel ready."Can you talk about it?" I've been seeing a psychiatrist."Those words hung in the air around us for a while. I felt Jake shift behind me. I closed my eyes when he hugged me closer to him."Damn, Stacey." There's a lot going on, Jake. I've been feeling very fucked up lately. I know that I need to talk. Or jab raat ko mere dost chaley gaye. To mein bathroom mein jakar manisha key naam ki mooth mari.or mein soch liya ki kal to mein manisha to chod karhi rahonga.iss liye mein sari raat yahi sochta raha ki kaisey oss ko fuck karo. So next day mere ghar vo nasta le kar aye or oss waqt ossney salwar kameez pheney hui thi.or ossney baaal khuley chodey hui they.jab mein bath kar key bhahar ja kar table par beitha or vo nasta rakney ki liye kadi hui to oska dupatta ab nichey ghir gaya or meiney osskey. Varma uncle started tearing off my bottoms with full force and he kept one hand on my mouth to cover it. He warned me “shhhhh……….” With big eyes. I kept quiet again. Varma Uncle removed his shirt and he looked very ugly. He got close to me and his body touched mine. I moved away resisting and pushed him away and got away from bed on to the floor. He also got up and immediately closed the door and locked it. I tried running away but I was too late. I tried throwing things at him in the room. He. I asked her what her interests were. She said just like yours, difference is you like panties – I like drawers rest same.She went to wash clothes and me in my java programming. Next day when she came to my room and was searching for my undies and asked me where is it? I said you give me yours and I will give mine. She laughed loudly and said what I will do with her panties- will you wash it for me? I said I want to sniff it. She said not today as I am in periods. I said wow then I want to see.