Answer the doorproperly when our guests arrive and make them comfortable until we comedownstairs. And, I think you should have a bite to eat before di...ner asyou will be serving us not dining with us." Yes Mistress, thank you for alerting me. Anything else I should know?" Yes, but I am not going to tell you. Just be on your best behavior andplan for a long night." Yes Mistress, I will. It is my pleasure to serve and obey."I wasn't sure where that last remark of mine came from but then. But I know now that I hung on too tightly to him. Squeezed all the life out of our relationship. Killing whatever it was we had. I dont even know for sure that it was love (Im not convinced I really know what love is). But as soon as I saw an easy way out – Gavin Elliot – I discarded Byron. Like an ugly snake shedding its skin. *** (LETTING GO) Byron has calmed down a little. He sounds concerned for me. *So what happened with you and Gavin?* I wonder if I can still hear hurt in his voice. Suddenly, I see the fabric of her scarf, which was around her waist, falling around my shoulders. Her soft, feminine hands reach up to my face holding the perfumed fabric and soon I only see vivid sunlit colors and then darkness. As I continue to play, I feel her sweet breath on my neck and chills move up my back as she parts her lips behind my ear, kissing my skin. It is as if she had my hands tied to my guitar because as she asked, I could not stop the music. I was captive. Her hands slide. "Hey, this is pretty cool, right? No one can see us if, you know.....you wanna do something about it."There was NO WAY I could say anything at this point. Here I was, pretending to be my friends sister, wearing her bathing suit and letting someone feel around my body. I would've been the laughing stock of the group for years. And what if my parents found out? I was so scared.He reached around and squeezed my butt and then pulled in close. I could feel his breath on my neck and then he started.