Then I thought that she indirectly telling me something. Many times I thought like I should get a wife like her physique and love. Once she told about...her dream in good way I got confidence that she in indirectly proposing me. Then we both started speaking more and more in the phone. I never had sex with any one so I was eagerly waiting for a chance and I thought door was going to open here and I don’t want to waste this chance.When I went to her home and once we faced each other we started. The young black guy, whose name was Aaron and me stared at her, commenting that she looked well “up for it”... I told him that I was going to see if I could pull her; so I walked over and sat down by my sensual babe. We chatted and after a while I put a hand on her thigh as we both were smiling. Aaron could see all from the bar and I winked at him.After a while I got up and went over to the bar to order more drinks. While the barman was pouring the drinks, I told Aaron that this slutty girl was. ”(Longer pause.)“Was the last sentence really that important?”(Different baritone voice.)“There’s a reason for the Second Amendment!”We did that in print as well as radio, deflecting the murder into a defense of the Constitution. I wasn’t so sure how well that was going over. Polling just didn’t say.The strangest part was when Andy Stewart tried to turn my family’s abandonment of me when I was young back against me, as if it was my fault. If they had thrown me out and disowned me, then it must. For one, dad would NEVER put to sea if there was even a hint of a possible storm for one thing. He'd always been very meticulous about that. Checking and double-checking the weather reports. Had we had any possible inclement weather, we'd have stayed at the berth for the night. Secondly, I also thought it odd now remembering the dream. Even though they were all missing ... I remembered my panic, my true fear mostly directed at Bella herself. Even with mom and dad missing, I somehow knew that.