I didn’t know if I was gonna fall over and pass out, cause I couldn’t breath, or jump up and run away, but my legs wouldn’t work. Then I looked ...t your eyes and saw the same friend I’ve been riding with for over a month now.“I’m sure there’ll some things I’ll want to know one day, but for now I reckon we need to ride out to the Bar Y and worry some more about them brothers. You’re stuck with me Tom, you best make what you can of it, cause you ain’t goin nowhere without me.”Tom stood and reached. Do you mind if I stay with you tonight?"He didn't want to sound too eager when he replied, "It would be a dream come true, Beth."Like the first time, they explored each other's body and gave pleasure where it was most wanted."Gosh, Beth, you've learned a few tricks since we were together before." That's the nature of the business but I have to say, it's never as pleasurable as it is with you." Thanks," and he hugged and kissed her with a passion reserved for love.In the morning, Beth. But now, I had the edge to do something to end my hunger.“Those were good times, indeed. I really miss those days...”“Us too, Jean. You are a good friend of ours and you brought us so much good moments and it’s impossible forget you”“I am glad to hear that, Mary... wish only those moments could come back...”I guess they picked my hint right there.“If you want, we can remember them in a more...er... ‘deep’ way”“What do you mean, Scott?“Of course I knew what they meant, but I just wanted them to. If ever I didn’t take the pills, however, the dreams came back, even more frighteningly...The dreams, the night terrors, always with me spitting bloody teeth from my mouth, crawling on my belly, sometimes through swarms of cockroaches scurrying about the floor. And those men, their sounds, shrieks, shrill voices, their banging, clanking on the doors. The headless man at the end of the hallway, the man in the hallway sometimes stabbing and slashing and churning the butcher knife inside his open.