Look at you, snivelling like a little queer. “Please sir, I can't”” he mocked. He turned his back and moved over to his desk. There were piles o... text and exercise books heaped on it. He opened the bottom drawer of the desk and pulled out a wooden ruler, twelve inches in length and about and inch wide. He sat on the leather desk chair and turned to face me.“Come here”.I moved towards him. My knees were shaking and my wet skin was making me shiver. Goosebumps raised on my arms and my little. The other thing is that I judge all young men against you and so far they've all been wanting, even Edward. He is quite the best I've met and we get on really well but I can't let myself fall in love with him because of you. One day I want to get married and have children and while I live with you that's never going to happen even though the one thing in all the world I really want is your children." So you're going to move out." It was a statement rather than a question.She nodded miserably."I. I looked over at Rick and he was definitely enjoying the show. I looked down at Carol and she was really getting into it and I caught her eye and motioned for her to look over at rick again....she was loving being the show, and looked back up at me, and i mouthed the words "do you want Rick to come over"...she looked at me to see if she could tell how I felt, I said do it if you want. Ilooked over to Rick and told him to come over, that we had something for him. He came over and sat on the bed. My father was really not there, he tried to spend time with me, but he failed, so most of my time was spent with my mother. Now as a c***d of maybe 4 to 5 years old, my mother obtained a new position at a nursing home, so she had to begin to leave me at my grandmothers to be watched. Now my grandmother has been a widow my entire life, I have never had the chance to meet my grandfather. As a c***d our bond was completely appropriate. She did her best to be a wonderful grandmother, she would.