This time his hands were grabbing my slender thighs. As he was explaining I could feel his hands were slowly massaging my thighs at the same time. His...hands were very close to my virgin pussy. I went cold in sudden nervousness. I sensed that something was wrong and took my hand in his hands and asked me what is the matter?He started to rub his hands on my hands to warm them. Then he moved his hand on my back and started to rub my back to warm my body. I said I was feeling ok now. He asked me. I was afraid, that if I suppressed my violent desires any longer I would literally lose my mind! The sex madness was consuming me completely from deep within my body was making me truly sex-eager, reckless, and pleasure-hungry.My eyes suddenly shined As I made my decision. To hell with all the morality. To hell with reputation and everything else! I am a woman like any other. I needed sex - raw, hot, thrillingly satisfying sex, hour after hour, night after night - and that I would do anything. I hadn’t even gotten close to the point of asking about a loan. ‘But Dad…’ He interrupted me. ‘But nothing!’ Dad yelled again. ‘I’ve been saving for years to send you to college and make sure you get a good education. To make sure you’ll be able to earn a decent living. Now you’re telling me you wanna throw it all away on some stupid junkyard. You are gonna go to college, and that’s the last I wanna hear about buying into anything but an education.’ ‘OK Dad, the gig’s up.’ I said as my temper. I deferred further inspection until night-time, for dear Lou had already introduced the subject of Fred and me passing the night with her, under the pretense that as now only two nights would elapse before her marriage, Papa wanted to make the most of them.Sophie made no bones about it but was delighted at the chance, especially, as she flatteringly added, when dear Mr. Hargrave was to be of the party. His late effort had given her far too much satisfaction not to wish to possess him again as.