I uncrossed my hands and placed them flat against my thighs. I stared over Tara’s head and felt this feeling of exquisite agony take over my body. N...t in the least bit though physical. All inside my own self, where no soul can dare attempt to repair. I at last looked into her eyes and felt my purpose begin to drift. ‘I suppose that if I where to risk a lie to you it would be very quickly caught. So I have no intention of lying, I merely ask that you do not interrupt me.’ I spoke this to her. Oh for sure ... came the reply ... We will keep you up to speed..."So do you think they will be feeding the passengers this morning?" Jerrod asked me. From across the room.I didn't even think about food, since I felt no hunger ever. "I have no idea but let's go check, when the sun comes up. That will be happening very soon." The sun rose reasonably early, even in March, at the equator.We sat in my cabin and I listened to the news with Jerrod watching the ships closed circuit TV. It was. Ham dono dhund rahe the, to isi bith ek do bar mera hath didi ke hath se takraya . Utne me hi , me sihar utha aur mujhe khub maja laga. Didi shelf ke samne khadi ho ke , sayad upar self me candle dhund rahi thi , to mujhe pata nahi chala aur me didi ke piche jake khada ho gaya, aur me bhi candle dhundne laga , to isi bith mera sarir didi ke sarir se takraya , to didi chounk gae aur side ho gae aur boli ki ankit tu he kya.To me haa bola . Didi phir bed ke side wala shelf me jhuk ke candle dhund. Leaning close to my me he whispered in my ears “I’m sorry” – I shook my head to indicate it was all right, with a half smile on my lips. What was, initially, an innocent touch became, with that half smile from me, a signal of encouragement to him I think. For, slowly, I felt his palm rest on my hip and give me the gentlest of a squeeze, trying to ascertain my reaction. I felt goose pimples all over and slightly leaned back against his manly chest. Encouraged by this he let his hand roam inside.