“He might be our secret boyfriend right now, but it’s up to him to stay that way.”Before Mark had snuck back to Joe’s room last week, we plann...d as much as we could. I wanted some way to spend the whole night together, but both Bethany and Mark warned against trying for fear of being caught. In the end, we agreed to play it by ear and hook up if we found a safe way.The dunes opened up to the surf. Bethany and I laughed and held hands to run the rest of the way. Bethany dropped my hand to dig. Jordan knocked again. “Seth? Did you fall in?” It was good to hear some humor in her voice.I flushed and went to the door.Jordan was leaning against the wall next to the door. The instant she saw me, her hands reached for me.I backed up with a playful grin. “I thought you needed to go.”She followed me in. “I do, but I want you with me.” She moved toward me and I stepped into the bathtub, staying out of reach. She laughed, sat on the toilet and I could hear her going. “I think it’s a little soon. " She looks at me, genuinely impressed with my spot-on analysis "I. Yeah. You're completely right, I think that's the attractive part, but well, it does take something to admit to it." "It does. But the way you'd bring this up is, as you guess, no not springing it on someone like that. What my guess is you're looking for, is for the unknown element that comes with submission, as well as punishment. You'd basically need the polar opposite of that for it to really work for the two of you; someone. " They traded amused glances while Kelsey made an ostentatious show of rolling up her sleeves and deliberating who to punch first."No, let us finish," I said. "There's a lot that happened. Let us tell you everything. Then you ask questions."We went through it all, starting from the beginning of the day for Kelsey's and Zach's benefit, who hadn't seen my mother's crusade through the halls of the school, determined to knock me out of The Program. Brandon covered his speech in English class, which.