"You don't think that, do you? Oh holy shit Katie. God, fuck no. I want to do stuff with you so badly. You have no fucking clue," I said."Then what?" ...atie finally said, after staring at me."I don't know how to explain it. It's kind of fucking lame. It sounds kinda stupid, considering, well, all we've already done. And it's gonna sound really stupid," I said."Just say it," Katie said."I don't have protection. You know I'm married. I don't, well, use anything," I finally said.I knew my face was. She says if you really try and get into role, think andact like a girl, then all your urges and problems will disappear. I knowits hard for you to accept, but she promised you it was all for the goodand once to get to grips with your girly side, then all the pain andfrustration will simply disappear and you will be much happier. You didpromise Sue and that you would at least try! Love, for me, do try.That?s good, I am glad we are all in agreement and I am sure you willfeel better when you stop. " Try me." It started during one of our Thursday nights after work. Up until that night all we had done was have a few drinks, bad mouth management and maybe dance a little to the juke box. But what made that night different was that Charlie had left work early for a doctor's appointment. He saw his doctor and then went to the bar to wait for the rest of us. Charlie can get a bit loud and pushy when he gets a snoot full and that night he had a two hour head start on the rest of us."Maybe an. Jay gave me a brotherly kiss in front of everyone and whispered that he would see me soon. That turned in to six months. When he had shown up this morning at my front door, my eyes watered from joy. We had stood in the middle of the room kissing for a long time. Finally he pulled me to the floor where we continued our loving. I smiled as his work hardened hands opened my blouse and cupped my nipple hardening boobs. My body shivered as his other one slipped under my skirt and cupped my pulsing.