Actually, she could hardly think at all, and she ended up not changing anything.When he rang the bell, she opened it, but she could not look up at him... He had a good idea what she was going through, and he realized how careful he had to be not to do anything that would cause her to regress.The previous night, he had been sure that she had gone to bed fully intending to have sex with him. Once in bed, though, she had been almost shaking with fear. It had taken a lot of talking to convince her. I used to lend her CDs of blue films and we used to discuss the same over phone. We smooched couple of times but never got a chance to get physical!! It was more of physical attraction. Next year her father got transferred and we parted on good note.Class 11th it was hard to get over my first girlfriend but with the help and support of one of my best friend it was quick, she was a great supporter and our tuning went on very well. We became very close and started sharing everything. I proposed. It hurt a little bit but I didn’t want to stop. I was going to finish this. My fingertips were brushing against my cervix, it felt spongy, so much different from when I wasn't pregnant. I curled my fingers a little, trying to make a fist and panicked a little as my hand started to slip out.Pushing in harder with my free hand, I managed to stop my fist from falling out. It was stretching me, making me twitch a little inside. I felt my baby shift in my womb and waited for it to settle before. .. ?"Zabba put a hand on Ana's wrist. "Don't say it out loud. Someone might hear you. But of course I am. I'm just not exclusive like Binta. There's nothing wrong with it, whatever President Marmeluke and his prudish government might say. It doesn't get you pregnant. It doesn't spread diseases. And I'm a lot more choosy with the women in my life than I can ever be with the men. Don't act so shocked. If Binta does it, why shouldn't I?"Ana smiled weakly. She was being revealed to attitudes she.