Of course,my decision to enlist in the Army was far less noble then my parentschoose to believe. It was the benefits, in particular college tuitiontha... lured me away the pursuit of academic excellence. But even thosereasons, like so much else in my life, changed as the promise of abrighter, more secure future lost its allure in the harsh reality of wartorn Iraq. That I didn't totally loose my bearings as well as my mindwhile serving as a combat medic was due, in no small part, to Emma. I spent nearly an hour reading the report from cover to cover and concluded that Margaret was a damned good psychiatrist as well as a surgeon. I felt as though I had just put my psyche through a mental mangle and wrung every last drop of sub consciousness from my brain. It was a very apologetic Beverly that crept back to Margaret's room with the file tucked under her arm.She was busy in the monitor room so I knocked loudly on the bedroom door and waited before she released the double lock and. As I got older I would wear my older sisters panties and skirts when no one was home and dance around the house. It wasn't until my junior year in highschool I had my first gay sexual experience and loved it even know I was extremely inexperienced. Now I'm nineteen and very experienced but still very much in the closet when one afternoon I went to my friend Ryan's house, I have always have had a thing for him and had many fantasies about sucking his cock and having him fuck the hell out of me. I let him have his feel. By the time it was late enough for me to return home, I was feeling extremely randy. I nipped in to a public loo, mainly to change my drenched tampon. I also had to have quick frig as well just to loosen the tension a little. Now it was about nine thirty and I realised I'd forgotten to get anything in for lunch tomorrow, and also, I was down to my last couple of tampons, I had to buy another box.Luckily a supermarket was open until eleven that evening so I wandered in..