30 that evening they came back as they said they were tired,me and miss t wee a bit tipsy and started makin fun saying were double your age and can ha...dle it better than you two!at this they started bringing us shots back from the bar ,after about 5 drinks later we was a bit worse for wear,and said were goin to our room!they started poking fun at us then,saying we was boring!i said bring a couple of bottles to our room then!which they did!it wasnt long before we got talking about sex,it was. She hailed a cab, pushed him into it, then shoved him over so she could sit next to him. “Just drive! We need to get away from here. I’ll give you an address in a minute!” she told the cab driver. He took off.Lois turned to Jimmie. “It’s okay now, it’s over, Jimmie. What’s your address, I’ll take you home.”He rotated his head, looked at her, then burst into tears, and collapsed into her arms, sobbing. She stroked his hair, but finally had to fish his wallet out of his trousers to get his. Carmine would never do anything to cause pain for Ruben. Even going to prison was to spare him the pain of seeing his father in jail. Carmine told me that and I believed him. He gave up his freedom partly to spare his son.I looked again at the clock and saw that I had a little over an hour to go. I knew that they were together now, probably sitting at home and catching up on the past. Ruben had so much he wanted to tell his father and so many things a son wanted to ask of his father. I was. .cock...I need cock...I need a man" My mindswirls as I try to acknowledge that my girlfriend is changing. Her wordsswirl in my brain rewriting my own desires for hers."I need cock," I whisper glancing around the room. As my gaze stumblesacross the room tripping over my euphoria peculiar objects begin to takeon color. The tops of the bar chairs backs, the paper towel holder, andthe remote are all gaining an exciting iridescent color attracting myeyes to their beauty. In each, I begin to see.