After blowing her nose, she sat up straight and looked at me. She sniffed a few times and took a large breath.“I’m sorry for falling apart on you ..... but no one has ever given me a card before – a serious greeting card ... and a gift ... to a spa ... for all the things girls like to have done to them ... oh, you are such a darling man. You didn’t have to do this. Thank you.”Colly kissed me on the lips. I had never been kissed by someone with a lip ring. I could feel it, and I also found her. So there I was, hiking through the rain. Basically through a forest, trying to get home. Luckily it was still fairly sunny and I managed to get through Borel's route fairly quickly. Mind you there was still a twenty minute walk ahead of us. So when Borel pointed out a short, although he was notoriously bad with his 'short cuts,' I decided to follow. Mckay took the front and ran furiously. We all followed. He was quite carefree although his jacket was drenched with water. I was the complete. ”With a chuckle I say, “Sam’s coming to keep me out of trouble remember. I think will find out she is very good at that.”Kathryn looking into my eyes asks, “Do you really think we’re doing the right thing letting Sam go?”I tell Kathryn, “Like you said it would be impossible for us to keep her from going, without breaking her spirit. She would not be our Sam anymore. I am going to get security guards to patrol the parking lot, the back door and anywhere a thief might come through. I will keep. Begging to die.Adding to the sheer awfulness of it all, was the merry attitude of those underground viewers. Chat logs would show gleeful appreciation of the most gruesome depravities. Detailed discussions and suggestions on new tools and techniques to experiment with. Illegal meds to keep the victims alive longer.Massimino didn’t charge to enter his website. Those allowed in were fellow travelers. Some with similar interests, others with different brands of paraphilia.These monsters fed off.