So she has always wanted to find a guy that was willing to do it for her. She continued talking with him about it, and he told her how an ex of his us...d to go nuts when he would clean his cum out of her pussy and ever since has been into it. After talking with her new potential lover she began asking me why I was not into giving her that, I gave her my reasons and the conversation went round and round. Later we decided to have a little fun. We started making out and kissing, and she began. She said they had a thankyou for me. Colleen came over to where I was sitting on the couch and justunzipped my jeans and reached right in and started stroking me. We had agood sex life when we were together and she knew what I liked. I was hardimmediately. She said that she and Kerin had talked about how to thank me.Plus it would be doing something for Kerin too. That's when she droppedthe bomb. Kerin wanted to suck my cock and have me fuck her. I was shocked. The only reason I didn't get up. Their jaws dropped and their eyes bugged out as I related the story."My God," Beth intoned. "I thought that only happened in the movies." You STUD you," Gwen gushed in mock disbelief. "And to think I was worried you were gay or something."Melissa called me every night that week. We talked dirty for hours, as new lovers do or, at least, as I have heard they do. I was amazed at how easily I fell into the role of the sexy slut who has just been 'conquered', considering I had no previous. It's frustrating, I know! I know that sooner or later I'll get the keyboards down, but I'm having the same problem with your instrument as you're having with mine!" Yeah, but everyone else is learning everything else, but..." Don't worry about it. We can change the medley routing so that you don't have to do guitar until you are comfortable with your ability. I think we all want you to keep trying, and I'm happy to work with you and so are Bob and Maryanne. Just keep trying sweetie, you'll get.