We want you to come with us. We’ll get something to eat and…’ Billy said. ‘Yes. It’s been a long wait. I could use a break, I think. You go ...head. I want to say good bye to you dad. I won’t be long.’ Billy and Harry took the children’s hands and moved toward the door. We’ll wait for you in the lobby, Mom.’ Roberta nodded, ‘I won’t be long, son.’ Again alone with her husband, Robert took his hand. ‘My darling,’ she said. Ed gripped her hand and turned his head toward her. ‘I have loved you all. I am in ectasy from what I feel and see. The Fire is red, AND IT'S Flame BURNS , THE fire of your kiss is what burning MY heart of desire, Touch me, baby, just kiss me LADY, Feeling our naked bodIES rubbing against each OTHER , Making love to you, maKES my heartS contend , Release all the passion you hold inside. And be prepared for a breathtaking ride. My world starts to blur, my senses overload, My heartbeats so fast, I fear it might explode. Strong, sensual, and oh so sweet , don't ever want. ’ ‘Cath, everything about having sex with a man is personal. They see you naked. They feel you intimately, smell your secret sauce and maybe even taste it, and they hear you come. What’s the big deal if they see you rub yourself? ‘Maybe you’re right. I’ve been trying to reexamine my relationship with him, and maybe understanding things like that will help. We were both raised Catholic and we were taught that it’s both shameful and sinful. Maybe it’s just plain old-fashioned guilt.’ ‘That sounds. A man that would hold her hand when she needed it, and cry with her when times were hard. Someone to lift her up, and encourage her when her confidence failed her. She truly needed a partner in life. And she hoped, desperately hoped, that whatever his name was would be good enough to be her partner. What would he be like in bed? Would he be a giving lover or a rough, take no prisoners sort? How big was his cock? Did he shave? She wasn't a superficial person. It really it didn't matter how big.