You just check them for ticks, theft, bruises or anything like that,” Mom said.I felt utterly humiliated, and I felt like a fish that had just been ...ileted by a fisherman down at a marina. They had their fingers inside of us, and we had to just stand there and clean their fingers like it was our pleasure. It was so disgusting. The fact that Mandy and Julie didn’t’ complain meant if I complained I’d be seen as the weak one and I wasn’t going to give them that satisfaction. I smiled like it was. Mera to unko dekh k hi khda ho gaya tha. Mere friends phir unhe apne paas bulati h or wo hamare sath baatein karne lg pdte h. Or mujhe to unka cleevage bhi dikh rha thaPhir hum khana khaane chle jaate h Phir mere friends bhi chle jaate h khaana kha k lekin bhabhi bolte h ke abhi unhe thodi late jaana h isliye me bhi unhi k saath ruk jaata hu. Phir hum dobo baatein karne lgte h. Phir wo mujhse meri gf k bare me puchte h to me mna karta hu k nahi bhabhi ji meri koi gf nahi h pr wo kehti h koi to. "So we sat there in the kitchen drinking coffee and talking. Talking about things we hadn't talked about in years. It was catch up time and we both knew it was going to be the last time for us. It was bittersweet but precious to me. As I watched him talk, I wondered how he could be so calm, knowing the pain he was in. The doctor had given him morphine but he wouldn't use it until the pain finally drove him to it. This morning was no exception."So, tell me about your life there in Denver. You. She drew Annette into her arms and burst into tears."Darling," she sobbed. "You are so right... How did you know?... I mean you're only just thirteen and yet you're showing the wisdom of a grown up woman."Annette held her tight."I dunno, Mum, but I think Daddy and the divorce and things made me grow up faster."I've also read some novels, including," she giggled, "some Mills and Boon."That brought Deborah out of her self-pity again and her natural sense of fun re-asserted itself."I didn't know.