I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our ...ar, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had. For the love of God, I didn't let Tim know his dream girl was going down on chicks. I also wouldn't spread her secrets. It was ironic. 'A flock of seagulls' finally played. Holy shit, it was so bad we cracked up. Every single person there just wanted to hear 'I ran' They walked off-stage without playing it. They wanted to do 'I ran' as an encore. People running the show wouldn't give them five more minutes to play the damn song. We sat there listening to the lead singer scream 'Fuck you. "You've talked to Cropper?" Well, yes, I have. He called me a couple of weeks ago."He gave me a tight smile. "Coach Cropper is a very forceful personality," he said a little ruefully. "He squeezed a lot more information out of both me and Dr. Osgood than either of us wanted to give." He grinned openly. "He's got his sights set on you, I think. His interest will bring even more focus on you, and on your teammates. Hopefully, some of the spotlight will spill onto Mr. Abbott and Mr. Johnson, too.. Jocelyn and I were two very different people, and I wondered if ‘Jos’ and ‘Mik’ actually still existed, or if they, too, had died as a direct result of that accident. And if they had, then what? Was there ANYTHING which could be salvaged from the past? Was Jocelyn even capable of having that kind of friendship? Her psyche was a complete mess, and I was VERY glad now that she hadn’t opted for sex. That might have been the most disastrous thing we could have done.The question burning in my mind.