$150,000..."(Saying it out loud even made me angry at myself. Last night I lost all my money and when the chance came and they all put out big amounts...of cash I didn't think, well I did think, I thought I could use Rays money and win all mine back and some extra to make him happy... But what happened is I secretly borrowed$150,000 and got cocky and bet it all... And lost... So now I'm a thief and I owe Ray more money than I've ever had in my life.)He just stared angrily at me. I jumped in. Neyse o günde gelmedi. O kadar arzulu olmama rağmen normalde oyuncaklarım ile cinselliğimi giderebilirdim belki fakat kendimi sadece ona vermek istiyordum. Ne zaman gelirse beklicektim ve genç bir erkeği sıkıp laçırmamak adına arayıp sormak da istemiyordum. Her ne kadar merak etsem de...Kulağım hep kapıda onu bekledim her gün. Çarşamba günü olmuştu. Zil çaldı nihayet Çağatay'ım gelmişti. Kapıyı kapatır kapatmaz sarıldım+ aşkım nerdesin kaç gündür sen- sorma canım ya Furkan haftasonu fırsat. Jones." I replayed with a quick hello and pleasure to meet you both. Mr. Dickerson instructed me to sit and he began bragging about me."Sha'Kia is an excellent worker, always on time with everything, loves to help in every way she can, and very dependable," he says to them then smiling back at me. He then went on to say, "if I had to fire all my staff except for one. I'd defiantly keep Sha'Kia," I blushed a little bit. Mr. Butler began to speak, "Sha'Kia, what would you do with a $50,000. That memory is all but gone now as I sit in a swinging chair on the porch running my fingers through the matted shoulder length locks that use to be my brides crowning glory. She wasnt sleeping, she was never really awake, and she just sat staring off into the baron field, at nothing. I emptied the last quarter of a bottle of scotch down my throat and touched her face, still beautiful but aged far beyond her years. I wasnt worried about drinking too much, if Trina ran off while I was sleeping.