Ohh I forget to tell you that her BF was also working in same office and he came to know that we 2 are talking with each other in office and also afte... office. Because of this they had fights between. But still we are talking. After 2 months their fights has ended with an breakup. And got chance to come more close to her.Exactly after 10 to 15 days I have proposed her but she said no. we are just friends , I have tried to convince her but she said I just had breakup I want to leave alone now. i. He then walked close and said "don't look at me and do it like u would do it" I closed my eyes and turn my head away and tried to rub myself like he wasn't there but I was still so scared and nervous. My feelings suddenly changed in an instant, I was Horrified. Rick had thrown my hand out of the way and began reaching under the skirt and rubbing me. Not knowing what do or react and complete uncertain on how I felt. Although, His big hands felt so good rubbing me that I got hard instantly. It. After work, in the privacy of my off-base apartment, Ibecame Jess. And maybe I should start there.My real name is Jesse, or I should say, one of my real names. I havealways had very vivid, and often lucid dreams, and in many of thesedreams I would be female as often as male. I never thought much aboutit, and even enjoyed some pretty intense experiences, up to andincluding orgasms as a girl in them. I'm a fairly attractive man, 26years old, 5' 11", black hair, green eyes and extremely fit. Reaching down, she took my wrist, stood up, and brought me to my feet. "I love you!" she said. Holding my wrist tightly in her hand, she led me to the bedroom. I stood there, ashamed and sobbing uncontrollably.Clara unbuttoned my shirt and removed it, unbuckled my belt, and pulled down my pants. Then, she kneeled in front of me, unlaced and removed my shoes, and slipped my pants off each leg while I stood there sniffling. She stood up."You've made me so happy, darling," she said as I stood.