I did, but I played dumb, wanting to hear her say it and act like I had forgotten all about it."I told you then that I hoped I wouldn't look back in t...n years time and wonder if I had made a mistake."All I could do was look at her, even when I heard my name being paged a second time to go to the service counter."I have to tell you Tom, ever since my second divorce, I've found myself asking that question. Did I? And now....I'm wondering once again."For the briefest moment I wanted to reach out. He never really tried to make her feel stupid, quite the opposite, he was always trying to put her at ease, to calm her down and make her feel good. That was why she liked him so much. Why she was here was something else entirely. She chastised herself. This was how ‘it’ happened last time. She was in a bad place, searching for the first thing to hold on to. Her past relationship was a mistake. ‘This wasn’t a mistake’ she kept telling herself. So why was she panicking right now? She trusted. How in the hell could a dream be so fucking real? I ran into the kitchen naked to get the phone."We have had an incident. The ambulance and the police are on the way. You need to get here now," the voice on the phone said.I turned to Jenny, "Make sure I can get the truck out!" I said.Lorrie was standing there with tears in her eyes, ready to lose it."Get more clothes on you; ride with Jen" I said to her.She was gone in a flash.I ran into the bedroom and stuck my head under the cold shower to. Calver could not remember the last time a woman was given a gold collar and had never even heard of a woman having a two syllable name."It seems that you will be best living elsewhere though I will miss my son. I have the written instructions and may take the trip after my time as a Charge is over." Father, times change and I have tried to recognize the proof before my eyes as you have taught me to do. Part of that proof is Janet and another part of that proof is Susan. Still another part of.