Now keep in mind that I had struck out MANY times on Craigslist and other sites, so I decided to try Manhunt. We had emailed each other many times dur...ng the week, saying how I would like to meet him, and see how things went. I finally after 2 or 3 weeks, after some family issues I had to get resolved, got to meet this gentleman. He was tall, kind of hairy, just a bit heavy, just like I like them. I met him in a parking lot, and we hit it off! Earlier in the day, We were texting each other and. I had never been with more than one guy or girl at the same time so everything was going to be new. I had my weed and fresh poppers ready. When I arrived they received me in their living room. We drank some whisky to loosen up. At first they seemed very polite, and as the alcohol flowed we all let loose. Suddenly, this other guy arrived. He was really young, like 19 years old. (I am 33 and the guys were the same age) He said he was straight and friends with these guys and that he was only going. At twenty-five, Ellen was older than me by a good seven years. We had been close throughout our childhood, though she had drifted away from my suburban life over the past few years, having taken a job in the city where she had met the love of her life.“I’m sorry, Josh,” she said gingerly, looking away from my eyes and performing a nervous brushing away of her mouse brown hair from across her face, “I just couldn’t stop thinking about… you know, what I saw. About you and mom…”“Ellen!” I was. Mitch patted me on the back and walked downstairs, casually as if nothing had happened. I fast-walked into my room at the end of the hall and slammed my door. My heart was pounding and my emotions were racing. I remembered the look in my older brother's eyes, pure ecstasy. I plopped onto my bed and rolled onto my back, throwing the towel to the side. Running my hand down my body I arched my back and played a scene in my head. A scene I've thought of before, with Mitch. He would come behind me,.