Whenever I looked at a group of people laughing and having a good time, I start to wonder whether there's something wrong with me. Strangely, the peop...e who tell me to lighten up and be positive are often the people who tell me to be myself. What if I'm just sad by nature? By acting happy and positive I'm not really being myself. I guess "be positive" and "be yourself" are just lines people memorize. Often when a friend gives advice, he or she just regurgitates lines from Oprah or Dr Phil.. I undid her jeans button n now I could see her panties. She was wearng a thong thin side and even thinner back. Just a line of clothes went between her ass cheeks and a small wide piece to cover her pussy.I started pulling her jeans out she raised her ass a bit to help me pull it out. Soon she was lying on my bed in her panties. Her sexy thighs were naked in front me and soon her pussy was going to be too. She undid my belt n unbuttoned my jeans and quickly pushed it down. She was used to doing. I can’t ask for anything more. ‘I think I will love you. I will love our children more, but that is how life is supposed to be. Yes, I will love you, if I don’t already. You are an amazing woman. Strong, compassionate, thinking of your children before yourself, before you even have them. Thinking of other happiness before your own. Amazing.’ he sounded as if he was in awe. I think he is reading my mind because I had just thought of that exact thing, that I hoped he loved our children. ‘Enough. You know she's always been a confirmed lesbian. When I married you I thought I was over her. I truly loved you and I really loved your body and your money. Betty and I stopped our physical affair years ago but we really just enjoyed each other's company. We found a way to make every body happy. We both love you. You've always been such a gentle teddy bear." "This year though you kept pestering me to have children and you know I didn't really want them." You even wanted twins! Betty and I.