Just ask my mother,’ he muttered. ‘Qué?’ ‘Nothing.’ Perhaps it was the week he’d had, or the beer he’d already drunk, but despite knowi...g it was a bad idea to be around other people that night, he found himself saying, ‘Look, maybe I’ll go with you tonight. Can you wait for me to shower?’ Pedro was a good guy, who seemed to care about Danny’s happiness. If it made him feel like he was taking good care of Danny to try to get him out in circulation, he supposed he might as will allow it. He was. She took a sip from the bottle. Then she handed it to me. I took a slug."I'll miss you, both of us will," Caitlyn finally whispered to the room."You know I'll miss you," I said as I pulled her against me in a brotherly hug. Again we fell into a comfortable silence."We love you." I hugged her even tighter in response. "You don't regret it do you?" came softly from her a minute or two later. I knew exactly what 'it' she was talking about."I don't know." And I didn't. I leaned my head against. ..when were you going to tell me about your suitcase full of women's clothes...the diary...and those tranny mags? Oh darling, that diary of yours...what a dirty fucking read that is! I have been wanking for months reading that! Jesus, you dirty little Bitch...when were you going to tell me about your little secret?"I could feel my heart pumping like mad in my chest! Oh fuck, shit, bollocks; when I moved out from home, I took the suitcase with all of Zara's dresses and underwear that she gave. We went to the cubicles at the end of the room and SallyAnne passed me my costume. I unrolled the towel and the costumefell out - in two pieces! It was a bikini!The last time I had swum I had worn a one piece costume but abikini was a different matter."What's the difference," Sally Anne said, "The one piece isidentical except you have your tummy exposed. The costume Ibought for you has a full bra top and not too skimpy bottoms."I resigned myself to trying it and was relieved that my dress.