The first guy was this early 40 year old guy with a thick set of black hair, dark brown skin & a thick mustache. His penis was girthy, but medium size... with a black base and a light pink tip. It looked like I was holding a pink marker, it was cute. So I just sucked on his tip, the whole thing was just too wide for me to take in whole. While I was busy sucking on him, another guy was slapping his penis on my back, my ass cheek & for some reason he decided to slap my ear with it. I don't know. As I slipped down that moral slope keeping who I was in my brain wasbecoming much easier. I didn't need to concentrate on it as much since itwas just natural. I had been forced to listen to some of Barbara's tapesas I sat in the hospital and when I was recovering at home but they hadhelped. I was not the same person I had started out as, but I found theperson I think I wanted to be. It no longer felt like different peopleliving in my head but more like parts of my personality.Bailey was key. ” Colin had to wait a few moments for his growing hard on to subside before he peed in Kira’s bathroom. After he washed his hands he lifted her bottle of mouthwash and took a swig. Never know when you’re going to need fresh breath. When he got back to the lounge Kira was sitting on the sofa cradling her wine and smiling widely. She could hardly wait to command him, “I want you to… use those strawberries and whipped cream I just bought, any way you like.” Colin looked at her just. “please don’t do this to me!…….i don’t want to!” i still try to stop him, but he is determined to feel my breast.The skin at the joint between two fingers bend my nipple down as his hand slowly slides deeper inside my bra. My hard nipple springs back into his palm. He plays with my breast as i struggle to stop him.“naveen, i don’t want to do this.” i am fighting the urge to cry.I feel the coarse skin on his hand against the smooth soft skin of my breast. He takes my hard nipple between his.