Your hand grabs my hair tight and you throw me to the floor, my knees are instantly sore from the scattering of twigs that is my landing. I look up at...you wantonly excitedly. You still have my hair as you manipulate my head as if to show me that you have the control, as though you are playing with the buttons of something forbidden to you as a child. My eyes, my open mouth and the hot breaths that waste themselves, show you how wild I feel, how badly I need you, and how much I want you to need. So, it might be best to just let our marriage die a natural death, don't you think?"Billy's reaction was swift and to the point. She got up, came over to me and knelt down in front of me. She took my hands in hers and looked directly at me."I will do anything that I can to save this marriage. I was foolish and stupid and that's what cost me my first marriage. I beg you: don't let it ruin this one too. Give me another chance. I did something that I am ashamed of but I don't want to lose you over. "Megan it is me can we talk?"She called out "Ok come in."Megan was dressed in one dad's oldest baggy shirts, dad is fat and Megan small and slim so it was overly large and too big and baggy. Megan was sat on her bed and looked away from me."Are you happy now Ryan. I always saw you looking at me and now it is OK with mom and dad. You worked this Ryan I just know you did." Megan I was just as surprised as you. I had no idea that dad would take your challenge. You know dad, he never backs down.. " The man gave a theatrical sighthen grinned."Good." Deirdre tartly replied. "Because that's all you get this evening.For a while at least." Just promise me you won't slam some poor lady who insults you byaccident into the table, tonight." You take all the fun out of things, dear." She chuckled."At least you're laughing again." He pointed out."Don't press your luck, sirrah." She grumbled."As I said, I'll take what I can get." And you'd better like it, too." She returned with a little.