Apparently she hadn't changed her emergency information in all that time and I was listed as her point of contact.As much as I didn't want to go part ...f me decided I owed it to myself if nothing else. Sure we had broken up but as much as I tried part of me still cared for her.Driving to the hospital I checked in with the nurse at the front desk heading to her room during visiting hours. The person I saw in that bed was not the Diamond I remembered.She had lost a lot of weight and had rings. I undo your bra, take it off you and let it fall to the floor. Then I slide my hands around you and up over your breasts cupping and squeezing them. You put your hands up behind you playing in my hair giving me full access to them. I pass my hands with my fingers spread back and forth over your nipples letting them pop between my fingers then trap and pull them a little. Then I rub your nipples with the flat part of my palms. I squeeze them firmly and knead them. I press your nipples inward. He asked me if I liked how it was getting harder. I laughed and new that I shouldnt be doing what I was doing. You want to lick it? he asked me. My first reaction was ewww!! It was probably very dirty, but as I was holding I felt like I wanted to touch it with other parts of me. I slowly began to put my small mouth on it and the second I toughed it I pulled away wanting to spit. It was just as gross as I thought it would be. Its ok, he was telling me. He sat down on the bed and started rubbing. I knew this voice belonged to a black man.I did not reply and kept on walking towards a booth. The man insisted and then I turned to him. He was a tall black guy, dressed in a tight t-shirt and jeans. He walked in behind me. I felt that night I was in the mood for a big black cock; so, I did not object anything when the black guy entered the booth after me. I sat down on a bench and spread my legs a little; I stared at him and he smiled…He stood before me and he started to undo his jeans. He.