As much as she wanted desperately to believe him, she felt in her heart that soon she would be saying goodbye for the final time.’ ‘I will,’ he ...romised. He kissed her again and she forgot her fears, if only for a short while. * * * Tara reached her grandmother’s room and sighed when she saw that the old lady was asleep. The lucid moments where she was awake and alert seemed more and more infrequent these days. Tara missed her grandmother’s lively conversation, but the doctors had warned her. I don't think I could have fucked that up any more royally. I flopped back on the bed. Why did I drive all the girls away?There was a knock on the door and Maddux popped her head in."It looks like you're taking it hard," she said. "Mikayla is just eating with Tyler not fucking him."I sprang up into a sitting position. "How do you know about that?" I'm psychic. Remember? We're twins." She came in and sat on the end of my bed."Psychic? Then how come I don't know how girls think?" Only girl twins. Turning my face slightly toward them, I could see her locking her lips around his mouth while his hand was caressing her behind. Bringing his hand to her chest, he began taking off her top and bra and started feeling her breasts and sucking her nipples.While he was busy with her tits, she lifted a tissue box from the floor and I saw her hand move back and forth as he sat on her thighs and then apparently came on her boobs because she immediately began cleaning her naked breasts and. I realize you are reluctant. But I figure we could talk this out. Think about the cost-benefit analysis." I'll scream," she said."There's no one else for miles around," he said."I passed someone a mile or so back," she said, meeting his gaze and then looking away."I don't believe you," he said. "It's very low probability that you're telling the truth about that. I'm trying to be rational about this. Explain why you don't want to have sex. What is your cost-benefit analysis? Do you not find sex.