I don’t approve of this at all and I think we should just stay in tonite.? ?Carrie, this is my first night here in California, surely you wou...dn’t want me to have to spend it in a tiny little house, would you?? ?No, I guess not? But, well, I don’t know if this is the wisest thing to do – I mean you only just met this guy. He could be one of those criminals that murders women like you. I’m not sure it’s safe to go meet him?and besides, do you know where this club is located? I. She wants to join. She’s had to make her own way in the Circle. I haven’t been helping. For a while, I don’t think I wanted her to join. Now, I’m not so sure.”“Because she’d look over your shoulder and judge you?”“Actually, no. She’s been very supportive of my way of life here once she figured out what it was. She’s adopted it, as well. I think my reservations were a lot of old tapes about what my mother should be like.”“You expected her to be at home, reading, making apple pies, doting on her. Niche kuch hil raha he kab se or hans ne lagi mene kaha ha usko bahar jo ana he .vo hans ne lagi or kaha tume me baut pasnd hu mene kaha ha yar jis din paheli bar tume apne samne dekha tha tab se me pagal ho raha hoo par ye nai socha tha ke tum meri dream girl banogi meri life meri life ka akhri sex meri life ki akhri khushi .banogi to usne kaha ye sach he .mene kaha ha yar ye god promiss he mera tumse ke tum meri life ki akhri girl hogi jise me sacha pyar karunga or kr raha hoo to vo ak dam se. "I would never do anything to hurt you intentionally, but you have to learn to obey my rules. I don't like defiance and I never did and I will not tolerate it from you, Babygirl."I nodded. "I understand, Daddy. You mean well." I gave him a half smile through my half dry tears. He lifted his hands and I slowly traced my hands over his. This was a strange and personal sign of love between us and through the midst of punishing me, he still loved me and that's all that mattered. Our passionate.