She was frightened.She closed her eyes, breathing deeply. She sought her center, her balance. It was what Ko’Natu was built upon. Centering your exi...tence. Finding the balance of nature.She opened her eyes and forced herself to focus on the night sky. Both moons were out but on opposite sides of the sky. Fiere, the disgraced son, fled to the west, away from the sun, his angry father. Meanwhile Melur, the obedient daughter, waited in the east for her father to rise once again. Fiere was nearing. But on Monday morning, as I went back to work, I found my own secretary sitting on my desk, inside of my private office…Stella smiled and thanked me for her new promotion. She looked happy as she told me that she was in my post now and I should go to my new office, the one that said “Deputy Manager” in the door...After lunch I climbed up again the stairs to my Boss’ office.I thanked him for my new position; but he just smiled in silence.On early evening I went back home, excited after my first. She still had her ass pointing towards me and did nothing to cover up. I noticed then that I had a good start on an erection. I asked her to repeat her question. She laughed and told me that should have told me something naughty and then never repeat it. But she said she asked what I would like for dinner this evening. She offered salmon or pork chops?she told me that she was real happy to cook for a man again. It had been so long since she had a man at her table. I think she was also reminded. I put on my skirt, tights, and a little pink top, and my heels. I looked in the mirror, and damn I looked good. I hardly recognized myself. We went to house party, and it was very weird wearing heels, but I did manage. There was a bunch of people there and I was a little surprised how many people I knew, that didn't know who I was. I was really getting into my girl motif and was kinda checking out some of the guys. I wasn't gay but just the way some of them was looking at me, was really turning.