I told ok. She removed all her dress except her bra and panty and lied on the bed. As it was total dark i couldn’t see a thing. She kept my hand on ...er back and said to start. I massaged there for sometime and i could hear her soft moans.Slowly i moved my hands near boobs and massaged there. I was getting harder and harder. Then suddenly she told to stop and to lay beside her. I lied beside her and she got up and said that she is going to give me a massage. I was confused. She started to. My wife hated them but understood the importance in this lifestyle we have. She then goes on to tell me " He said he is clean and he seemed very sincere." I knew what this meant. I told her we will see how things roll and I am leaving it up to her. I told " We will see how it plays out"We got there she was in a robe but underneath she had a black see through nightie and crotchless panties with fringe. I joked with her letting her know they probably would not be that dressed up. They guy pulled. Watching them all undress was a visual treat and I took it all in without even thinking about how Karen may react to my staring at them. "Are you coming in?" a short girl with dark skin and even darker nipples, asked. "No, I think we have to be getting on." replied Karen. I turned and looked at her and she had this sour apple face. "Awww, don't be such an oldie! Come on!" I said and stood up. We all walked down into the water except for Karen. I ignored her because I was having fun. I couldn't. ”“I don’t believe in God.”“Then have faith in Kate. Don’t give up.”“How’d you get so wise, Amanda?”“Loved and lost and loved again.”“Now?”“Karl and I aren’t that far. Maybe next year.”She lifted her lips and kissed me. It was soft and comfortable, open and accepting. It was a kiss that went on for a long time, but even though I stiffened, I still wasn’t inclined to move toward her. She’d become a real friend over the past two years and I was happy just to hold her. After while we drifted off to.