”“It’s kind of you to speak to me but I think I’ll be going.” I placed the glass carefully and stood. I was trying to hold myself together.�...�Sit down. Well done you. No matter what some sleazeball tells you, and there’s plenty of them about, the good actors get there without having to be whores. If you’re as good as I think you are then you don’t need to be a whore.”“So why the charade?”“Flick said she wanted me to give it to you straight. There’s a certain irony there, no?” She laughed and. There is the most beautiful view of the ocean frommy patio. I guess I'll try to call you later I'm taking a break andthought I would call, talk to ya later bye."I seat down on the leather couch and kick my feet up on the coffee tablebut there are too many boxes. So, I just stretch out on the couch, andyes, this is the life. I lay back on the couch and stare out the slidingglass door seeing only the sunny skies and the top of the palm trees.I get to relaxed and fall asleep.I wake up and look. Frank already had them installed when we moved in," he said, nodding to Wainwright, who smiled back. "My younger wives have taken over the job of making sure all our vehicles are ready at any time, and that includes checking the fluids and letting me know when it's time to change the oil." And they're teaching us," Nicki proudly said."So you've never gassed a vehicle before?" Whitworth asked, mostly joking.Nicki, taking his comment seriously said, "Not until day before yesterday. We didn't even. They all seem to be loyal spouses and an act of infidelity will not only be a source of guilt, but also shame. Yet here I am neither feeling guilt nor shame, but quite the opposite. I was actually feeling a great sense of expectation with an energy that I had long forgotten. So as the stubble along my face began to expose fresh clean skin, the reality of this new journey began to feel more and more inevitable, I felt committed to taking this leap. Dare I say, I might even be enjoying the idea.