I was watching it grow in my hands."I'll ask again," he said, "Like what you see, white boy?"I looked up at him. "Yes," I replied."I know," he retorte..., "All you white bitches, the first time you see a black dick, thats it. It don't matter, ya'll just lose it."I felt myself gulp. His dick was stiffening up in my hand., while I could swear that mine had some precum leaking from the tip."White girls, white boys," he continued, "It don't matter. Once ya'll realize, its over. White dick cant. .. meaning thank god the flight was long and she could sleep ... meaning she better not be sitting in a three-person between Henry and Luke, even though she already knew this was the case...Amanda and Chris weren't leaving until seven. Meaning they got two hours more sleep than Luke and Emma did. Luke had had to wake up at two thirty, because his parents were worried it would take forever, and they wanted to get to Emma's on time. Screw on time, how about some sleep?Dan, Liz, Nicky, and Jake. Then in my head I perceived two windows which acted as my eyes, one window steadily growing smaller and finally disappeared into a vast blackness, and the other grew larger and larger and larger-There is someone/something behind, behind, behind-This, then, is where my story ends.The heat radiating off the metal felt hot against my arm, and the stench of burning gasoline filled my nostrils. Smoke filled my lungs, which began to burn. I coughed and let it out. I took a breath. It burned, burned. . assertive... release. I’m not angry, or at least not with you (never with you), but I have a pent-up energy that needs a particular manner of release, and I am very clear as to that manner, and I am determined that that release it shall find.And as I walk in the door and you greet me and embrace me and wrap your arms round me and I wrap mine around you we hold each other and every day when we greet like this it's as if we've just discovered each other for the first time and our kiss lingers.