Ashira nodded. Jake straddled the bench behind Ashira and began to gently massage the knots out. ‘Are you excited?’ Jake asked. ‘I’m scared,�... Ashira admitted. Jake stopped massaging Ashira’s back and pulled her to him. ‘Why?’ he wanted to know. ‘I don’t know if I can do this. Mark doesn’t want to be a father and yeah, he’s willing to pay money, but I don’t know if I can do this alone,’ Ashira said. ‘Shira, you’re not alone, you have all of us,’ Jake reminded her. Ashira gave a small smile. ‘A. Her daughter who was 19 had just moved out of the house within the past year. We'd had a good sex life while dating and that continued in the first couple of years of marriage. My dark secret was that I had always had a cuckold fantasy. My first serious girlfriend in high school had cheated on me, two of my girlfriends in college did the same (one with my roommate). A live-in girlfriend had cheated on me on several occasions. All of that turned me on and I began fantasizing about my wife with. " I wondered what that meant, but I was not going to grill an Admiral how he ended up stuck out here."I don't know, but let's find out sir." We wandered around the terminal with no luck, but they told us that just a few miles down the road was a nice hotel, which had an excellent bar. Since we were both stuck for a few hours on this desolate rock, we decided to catch a cab and go to the hotel. Once settled at a table with an amazing view of the ocean, we ordered, and the two of us settled into. I told her how sorry I was that I wasn't insensitive just ignorant. I was so surprised when she reached over and kissed me again. She said she deserved what I asked but that the escort part of our date was over and now it was just a date.Once in my apartment she took the lead, as she knew she must. Although this was not my first time with a woman I was still too shy so while I sat on my bed she undressed in front of me. Not a strip teases but still slow and sensuous and as I looked at her.