.. deeper ... deeper."Oh god ... don't, please don't," she begged. "Don/t touch me there, it's too dirty. This isn't what I'm paying you for. Please, ...'ll pay you, just let me go. Pleaseeeee stop ... why are you humiliating me like this?"She couldn't see the greased butt plug in my hand ... but she felt it ... the head probing her anal ring ... her beautiful, super tight brown hole..."NOOOOO," she screamed in terror when the hard rubber touched her anus. "What ... what is that? You dirty bitch. ‘You’re here, yes. Very good, yes. I want you to take off your clothes right away, yes,’ he commanded. Innocence knew by now that taking clothes off did not usually mean total nudity to clients, and she’d already informed Dodie of that fact. Dodie had covered her short hair with a long wig and some tight leather clothes, under which she wore some black nylon stockings and lace suspenders. Following Innocence’s example she took off her leather skirt and jacket, and then, with the same. ”The ensuing weeks fell into a routine. No more 4 AM workouts for me before school, no more football practice after school. Whatever used to call me to the football field and make the game exciting to me just wasn’t there anymore.“Listen man, I understand you’ve been through a lot,” Coach said when I talked to him about it in a meeting. “Just take as much time off as you need, this game is not everything, and one day it’s gonna be over for you whether you like it or not. Take care of. Der Brief warf aber weit mehr Fragen auf, als er beantwortete. Wer hat das Tagebuch geschrieben und wann? Wer hat es dem Museum gespendet und in welcher Beziehung standen sie zu mir? Welches Museum möchte nicht ein Originaldokument aus dem 19. Jahrhundert besitzen, und warum könnte ein Tagebuch „weder zur Ausstellung noch zum Studium geeignet sein“?Der beste Ort, um diese Fragen zu beantworte, schien das in Leder gebundene Buch zu sein, das auf meinem Tisch lag, und ich löste mit ziemlicher.